relationships

So my boyfriend was gone for 8 days in wyoming for work. For over a month I have been planning a weekend for just the 2 of us. He promises me no cell phones, no family, just us for one weekend. Then he decides no i'll break my promise to you and go hunting with my dad instead. Yes, I am very angry and crying at this point. He can break every promise he has ever made to me but he can not and never will say no to his god damn parents!
So he's gone all night hunting. He texts me at 6:45 pm saying there just coming down the mountain which is only an hour away. I call him at 7:30 pm to see if he's almost home and he doesn't answer. I text hom at 8:15 pm and there is no reply. Lucky for me his dads house is only 5 minutes away from ours. So i drive to his dads and find my boyfriend sitting there drinking beer at 8:30 pm. He gives me all these bullshit excuses and says I was just about to come home. Then he decides to tell me that he didn't want to make his dad feel bad but yet its alright to break your promise to me and make me feel bad??
It is safe to say I official am pissed with my boyfriend. I'm not really sure how to go about handling the situation but I do know that he has a lot to make up to me and prove to me if he wants to keep me.

Boyfriends

I try my damn hardest to make sense of my man. He doesn't want me talking to other guys but its okay for him to talk to other girls. I am not allowed to see, talk to, think, speak, pretty much anything that has to do with any of my ex's its forbidden but yet he can keep in contact with all of his. Doesn't quite make any sense to me. Than there's his new thing. Where its okay for him to go to bars and get drink and completely not talk to me all night but i am not allowed to even think of going to a party with some of my girlfriends. If i dont txt him back or answer his calls right away than i'm doing something and he's suspicious even though i'm not doing anything out of the ordenary. First off though i should've told you that my boyfriend is a linemen. No not a football kind of a linemen but powerlines linemen. So he is constantly gone from home traveling for work. Which always makes my biggest worry that he is going to find some other girl while he's gone and cheat on me or break up with me for her. Now i understand that i should trust him but simplest thing is he's a guy. Yes some of them can be trusted but when it comes to their 2 types of brain they aren't always trustworthy. I am trying my hardest to get why the rules only apply to me and not him but i dont think i ever will. I am now to the point where i'm just angry all the time because he can do what he wants but i must sit at home doing nothing. I really wish i could understand him!

hello i'm new to this whole blog thing. My names Savanna and I'm only 17 years old. I am soon to be a freshman in college starting in january. I live with my boyfriend who is 22 and my springer spanual puppy who is 5 months old. I am a very outgoing, and loving person but dont get me wrong i have my bad sides too. I am very excited to start blogging. My mother does it or did it and i know that it can be a great way to get your feelings and thoughts out there without ever hurting anyone or yourself by keeping it inside.